name change for this
I just don’t know what to do anymore, my elderly Mum is drink dependent ( I say this not alcoholic as she can have periods of sober, likely kidding myself)
I have just spoken to her, and she is drunk (of course she is) I am meant to taking her to hospital for an appointment tomorrow. I will ignore the fact I have booked the day off work for this but she clearly gives zero shits about or anyone other than herself. I know this is addiction, it’s just hit me how alone I am and how actually no one gives a crap.
I am so angry with the disease, the situation and everything that comes with it. I get so jealous of those who have fantastic relationships with their Mums i want that just someone to care unconditionally like I do for her.
I actually wish I could just pack a bag a go start again somewhere, but then she would have no one and the guilt would really be too much. Just need a hand hold I guess, usually can rise above this but TOM hormones are doing there thing today🥺