I'm really not ready to navigate this journey, the thought of losing a parent is heartbreaking, but possibly losing them cancer is terrifying and I am so scared because I can see how scared they are and I don't know how to help them. I feel so alone. My other sibling can't cope at all with he news. I'm not sure how I'm supposed to prepare myself, how to support them and stay strong when all I want to do is cry and breakdown in front of them. I feel physically sick to the pit of my stomach most days 🥺