I have just finished level 3 after level 2 last year. Now trying desperately to get a place for level 4. Places are limited and competition is tough. Had a quite humiliating interview recently trying to prove to 2 tutors that I am worth a place on their course - a very superior gatekeeping vibe off them.
I am wondering should I even bother. The money and time I will have to sink into it and for what? You can't get a job anyway, from what I can tell.
I think maybe pride is driving me on, getting the validation that I am viewed as good enough? I feel like I can't see the wood for the trees. If I stop then I just go back to nothing after 2 years of study. I can't find anything else I really want to do right now.
Anyone had a similar experience?