Support thread 14 for parents of young people with an eating disorder

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Good luck @SendTheNextOneIn I hope things go well with your dd today when she comes home. I imagine it’s a combination of excitement and nerves.
Hopefully your dd’s mocks will go well @LurkyLurkyLou. Exams are always a difficult time.

@SendTheNextOneIn that is great news! Thanks for letting us know. It’s been a long six months for you all and I’m so happy you will all be together again xx

Honestly I would remove the watch. It will be painful but better in the long run.
They are so bad for recovering AN sufferers.
I would also block sites, and keep doing so. It sends a message that calorie counting is not healthy.

Hope today has gone well..

Hi everyone. This might seem like a silly question but we’ve got our first camhs appointment tomorrow. The 2 hour one. Will she be ok in her school uniform? Or do you recommend her wearing particular clothing? Totally overthinking probably

If your dd is having bloods taken, you want easy access to the crook of her arm, so a tight shirt won’t be great. Apart from that, overthinking. Are you expecting your dd to go to school after the appointment or is it after school? Just your dd may not want to go in after. A 2 hour session is quite a big deal.

School uniform will be absolutely fine, but she might feel more comfortable in her own clothes. I only say that because my daughter went to her first appt in school uniform (as we planned she would go to school after…she didn’t as she was totally drained and wanted to go home) and she felt a bit exposed sat in the waiting room with some other teens who weren’t in uniform. They will remove heavy clothing for weighing etc regardless, it’s whatever you think your child will be most comfortable in

I would say own clothes if you can. There will be other people there and somehow being in uniform makes them more self conscious. As others have said, no reason to not wear uniform though.

I am glad it’s finally time for your appointment. It is very draining and you both might just want to go home after.

keep us updated. I will be thinking of you xx

Ps @Raspberrysins if you think of anything else please ask as I remember how anxious I was about the first appointment!

We were asked to wear similar clothes to each weigh in, so maybe not uniform unless home clothes are a similar style/ weight. As she was off school for our first visit DD has taken that as an excuse to wear joggers to school (6th form) every appointment day since!
We have seen some in uniform in the waiting room though as the service covers lots of people with different needs

Thanks all. She’s going to school in the morning so just going to bring her home to change I think. Literally been counting the minutes to this appointment! I’ll try not to cry I really will.

I’m so glad it’s finally here for you. It will feel better when you’re not so alone xx

Don’t worry about crying. I’ve cried so many times in front of our CAMHS team!

Best of luck today Raspberrysins. And yes, don't worry about crying! I haven't actually cried at CAMHs yet but it's probably a matter of time. I think I've actually cried myself out of tears over the last month.

Best of luck with the appointment @Raspberrysins. I will be interested to know how it goes as we have ours a week today (1st May). I'm slightly concerned that they won't take it seriously as she has been doing so well with eating what is given to her and just generally seems in a much happier place. I kind of feel like this might be the calm before the storm though and I cannot relax at all!

Re. what to wear, when we have been for our CAMHS check-ins (we are really lucky in that they have seen her for observations - weight, blood pressure, temperature - 4 times already before assessing her) she wore school uniform when we went early morning before school and other times she's just worn leggins (and crocs for ease of shoes on and off). Did you have to do a food diary before you went? We have to do one for one weekend day and two week days.

@Raspberrysins I hope yesterday's appointment went well. Don't feel bad if you cried! I do often. And I don't think it hurts for my daughter to see how distressing the situation is.

Things for us are a little better, so I'm trying to enjoy the moment. She's so hungry and eats a lot (prob had about 1800 calories for breakfast this morning, though we don't generally track). But she's a bit "all or nothing". After eating so much she feels full and bloated, and then doesn't want to eat for ages. On Wednesday she didn't have her lunch until I picked her up from school. School are usually good at checking she's eaten, so we've chased them up.

I think she's worried about eating so much, especially about feeling greedy or getting fat. I keep telling her it's like taking big breaths when you've been underwater a long time, and her body will sort itself out. But I don't know what else to do to support her. She tells me she doesn't want me to acknowledge that she's eaten, or is trying. But in family therapy complained that I didn't look happier now that she's eating! Can't win!!

We're trying so hard to show her what normal life is like. She walked around the village with her friends for the first time ever on the weekend! Bought ice cream and chocolate from the shop. And we did a walk with her friends after school yesterday. But she still values being thin above everything else. Which makes it hard to motivate her.

We had a tricky appointment with CAMHS on Monday. She wanted to be weighed, and know what her weight was, so she could adjust her intake accordingly. In the end we just didn't weigh her at all, though I ended up manhandling her off the scales and stopping her from running away. We had chats about what she SHOULD weigh at her age, looking at her growth charts, which is 5-15kgs more than she weighs now. I know that children with EDs aren't logical, but maybe it sunk in a little?

We've started family therapy which I really do not love. I know they're trying to help my daughter, and don't want to blame us parents. But it does feel like that - ultimately they're looking for things we need to improve in hour household to help her.

@HappyRainbow123
Please be careful of the bingeing. It’s 3 meals 3 snacks for a reason. To keep blood sugars stable. I know it can be great when they eat loads. And it’s great that your dd seems to be getting hunger signals. Because you really want her to honour her hunger. And if she’s mega hungry, she needs to do that. Tummy pains and a few one offs while she works things out, fine. It’s just if it continues to happen, this can lead to binge / restrict ED. And that’s not a way out of the ED, it’s another way of the ED manifesting itself. This can then lead to guilt and vomiting. So you really do need to be having conversations with your dd about eating regularly and eating in a way, that her tummy feels ok for her snack at 11am (or whatever time she eats morning snack). And explain it’s 3+3 for a reason, to stabilise blood sugars. And this is the way forward for her recovery.

I hope it goes ok today @Raspberrysins

I can see what you mean. Our problem is, 7 months into this, 3 meals and 3 snacks has just never, ever worked. And I wonder if that's partly why things got so bad after the first week. The meal plan was ditched back in Feb (with the psychologist's blessing), and me taking control just is impossible. And I can promise you that I'm no pushover!

I think she seems a bit of a tricky case (even CAMHS seem to say this), possibly because there's a big anxiety issue that predates the ED. Or maybe because she's so young. Or maybe some neurodiversity, but I am not sure they can diagnose or assess her for this in her current state.

CAMHS have suggested we focus on her having a larger variety of food, which we've had some success with this last week. I'm talking a lot with her about how snacks will help - and she had an afternoon ice cream yesterday - but it's a struggle!

She's stopped the phosphate - I wondered if this was making her feel more bloated, so the psychiatrist said we may stop it early as she's eating now.