I'm size 18, i try to diet every now and again but the thought of food consumes me.
I watch cooking videos on IG & Tiktok, i go to some sort of food place usually once a day, coffee & muffin in the morning for eg. I cant go even a few days without eating out.
I wad out last night with some new friends, i had a set meal as everyone else did, it was tiny.
All i kept thinking was to order nachos when i leave and eat them in the car on the way home. I didnt as it got late.
This evening, we ordered a takeaway, i fell and it went everywhere. I wanted to literally cry. But couldn't react how i was feeling as i didn't want kids and partner to think badly of me.
I think i know the answer is yes...