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Please Help Me to Help My Son

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colourlessgreen · 27/12/2022 08:20

Hello,

My son (21) has an eating disorder (bulimia nervosa). He also has quite a cluster of mental health issues.

I have been trying to get help for him for years. He stopped attending school at the age of 13, due to extreme anxiety, and he received a few sessions of CBT. The sessions stopped after about four appointments, because he 'would not engage'. He worked with an outreach worker when he was 15.

He never returned to education, and for the past half a decade or so, I have tried to support him to engage in something. However, he spent a few days at college, then stopped attending (he was electively mute and the other students were not too supportive), he joined a skills course, but again dropped out because it seemed to 'lead to nothing' and he has walked out of two jobs and two apprenticeships after a day or two.

Recently, he has been able to express himself more objectively (before he just blamed everyone and everything else). He told me that on many occasions, he has walked out of apprenticeships and jobs because he could not fit his excessive gym and exercise routine into the working day, and because he felt he could not eat in those environments.

However, his ED has just taken over his life. He has had assessments for mental health services, but he just get referred from one service to another. Recently, he had an assessment by BEAT, and I had hoped this would mean he would at least have someone else to talk to. However, BEAT have said his needs are too complex for their services, and he needs specialist services.

I work from home, and care for my son. My husband (who lives near us) and my eldest son (who lives in supported accommodation in the next town) are both autistic, and I use many of the strategies that help them with my youngest son, e.g. keep the environment low arousal, negotiate boundaries and so on. I restrict his income (he has no income of his own), so there is a limit to how much he can spend on food. However, he will eat out of the bin, and eat everything in the house. He has lost a lot of weight, but he cannot see himself as other see him. I had an ED many years ago, and I know how it affects the perception and cognition. I know he may have reached the point where he can no longer help himself, but there seems to be no-one to help me help him.

I apologise for the length of this message. However, my son will receive a call from a clinician in a week's time. I think he will just be sent on a merry-go-round of referrals. Please can someone tell me what sort of strategies I can use to help him, because I do not think there are services out there. I receive support from BEAT as a carer, but due to the complexity of my son's MH issues, and the dynamics of the household , the recommended strategies do not always work.

I apologise for the length of this message, and thank you for reading.

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PritiPatelsMaker · 27/12/2022 20:30

How utterly heartbreaking for you @colourlessgreen

Unfortunately I don't have any advice but hopefully this will bump for the evening crowd Flowers

Verbena17 · 28/12/2022 18:52

Hello - as I was reading, I was wondering whether your DS could be autistic as well? Then I got to the part where you mention your ex DH and other DS - both who are autistic. Just that some of the things you say he has had difficulty with (school /work) made me think and it reminded me of my autistic DS.

If it turned out he was autistic, there may be additional practical support from other services, who may be better trained to support ASD alongside the bulimia.

WorriedMillie · 28/12/2022 18:56

www.aroundthedinnertable.org/around-the-dinner-table-online-forum-for-parents-and-carers-136439

is apparently very good🌸

Polik · 28/12/2022 19:00

This seems very basic, but have you had GP appointments about this?

Specifically, his BMI bring recorded as underweight by the GP is a trigger for NHS support.

Also, GP can prescribe ED specific medication.

snowbellsxox · 28/12/2022 19:17

I had an ED as a teen. Felt trapped in it, it numbed my mind. Struggled with social anxiety at the time too which made it so much worse. Had to pull myself out of it after many years of upsetting everyone around me. It's like I just didn't care that people knew or I would pretend to myself they didn't or there wasn't a problem. Like I had no emotions.
I started to keep myself busy, did things that made me happy. Met my partner and things changed .. I finally broke free with no help.
I'm 30 now and it breaks my heart looking back at that lost soul at the time. I lost friends and wasted some precious years.
I also have every single tooth filled and one missing. I cried when my dentist asked me at 30 if I knew what was causing my cavities.
Such shame but I couldn't help it.

For me it was an obsession that turned into an addiction and I do believe that's what it is, an addiction. Like alcoholics etc. and should be treated as that. The cycle needs to be broken.

I hope you find the help you need. I know I didn't get any back then, I was shamed as there wasn't much awareness around mental health so I was called an attention seeker and all the rest which was also very damaging and makes me resentful now.

You sound so supportive, please look after yourself too.

Sorry for the long message x

colourlessgreen · 28/12/2022 21:54

Thank you for these replies, especially because my post was so long. My son has a phone call with a clinician in about a week's time. I tried to book an appointment for an earlier date, but there is nothing available. I have my son's permission to make appointments for him, so I have informed the surgery of his weight on the online forms. Hopefully, if/when he can be seen there will be a referral to an appropriate service.

With respect to being autistic, I am certain he is. He would probably be classed as demand avoidant. However, he does not wish to pursue assessment yet.

@Snowbellsxox thank you for sharing your experience. I can really empathise. I lost my teeth to this thing at the age of 28. Things also turned around for me as I began to make steps towards engaging with life and gaining self esteem. I just hope my son will get to the point where he can take the first tentative steps towards engagement in something again.

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PritiPatelsMaker · 28/12/2022 22:01

I just hope my son will get to the point where he can take the first tentative steps towards engagement in something again.

I do too @colourlessgreen Flowers

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