Hi,
I don't really know where to start. I'll just blabber.
As a teen I noticed I could never eat the same as my friends, I started to skip meals. I also noticed other health problems and was eventually diagnosed with hypothyroidism.
When I starved I got compliments for losing weight. As I got older I decided how I felt health wise was more important.. So ate more, felt better, but became overweight..
Now everyone is on at me to lose. The doctor, my friends and husband subtly..
So is it really better to skip meals and feel hungry and generally crap?
When I skipped meals before I was always ill, and totally fatigued.
I don't know any other way. I tried SW, WW, noom, low carb. Everything loses me a few pounds and then nothing.
I feel I have to suffer and hate myself to make society accept me and believe I want to be healthy.
I know what I will do. I'm sick of just trying to be happy bigger. It's not possible when all the people you love don't like you that way.
I just needed to vent. Anyone feel the same way? Xx