I feel so lost

[Libby456]

I know this is more for our DC but im really struggling at the moment.
my babies have moved out and im on my own. i binge and then i feel so guilty that i dont eat for two days then binge again, over work at the gym.
i dont want people looking at me, i feel like i deserve to be ugly because im so week. im really lost in who i am. i want to be happy and thin and confident to go on holiday with my children and have a day out with my friends but im too scared and i don't know who to talk to.

MY doctor doesnt take proper notice, i just got a leaflet :/

you sound so sad . whatever you are, you aren't ugly or weak. you deserve to be happy, healthy and are lovable whatever you look like

sorry that your gp didn't take you seriously

have you ever got in contact with b-eat?

You aren't ugly or weak. You do sound lost though . Can you describe you before your bingeing? What were you like, what did you enjoy, what were you good at, how would the people who love you have described you?