i recently had to have unexpected minor surgery.i am morbidly obese and extremely embarrassed of myself .while in operating room i was made fun of by someone ( i couldnt see who).The room was full of people because of my excessive size ,i couldnt wait to get out of there ,i did tell the recovery nurse,but i have to go back for check ups and i cant face it .i suffer from depression and anxiety and this has just made it worse .i dont know what to do?