I know and had some harsh comments saying I should leave he doesn’t want to be with me I’m painfully aware I’m left with regrets over very lengthy conversations me trying to discuss things him telling me to stop talking I feel it’s my fault I can’t let go I’ve tried to make it up to him by being extra nice he said to stop buying him presents and he doesn’t need a butler I gave him coffee but it spilt he said to keep out his way he said I ate all the food but it was some bread not all the food he said I was sick he said I shout I raised my voice a bit I was upset he got annoyed as I spoke loudly on the phone he told my daughter that I don’t do it all the time I was crying he said I was spoiling his fun I rarely cry I was in the kitchen I’m not bothering being nice to him he’s selling the house