Hi I have left my partner of two years today . Things have never been great . But I loved him more than anything . He was so special too me. Hes an addict . So I now know he can’t or womt stop things he knows I don’t want from a partner . Iv been through so much because of him yet have always stayed faithful. He’s made me seem like I’m the problem. That no one would have an issue with what he’s doing. But I do and have voiced this so many times . He promises he won’t do things again but he always does . This time it’s drugs . Weed , coke ect . He gets drunk in work . With the people he works with (construction) then will take coke to sober himself up enough to drive the 100 miles home . This happens at least twice a week. I don’t want this from a partner I want too grow with . He swore on his daughter’s life taking coke was not the life he wanted anymore and said he woundnt do it . But he has once again . And in work on Friday . I went back last night after a fall out about drinking in work and not coming home till gone 11 at night . I kept away for nearly a week just for me to go back last night and find this out in the morning . Hes honestly made me feel like I shouldn’t be annoyed or react the way I do such as ending it . He also said that he will do it again one time which means hes not going to stop do he would prefere to loose me than stop something that has messed his life up drastically Im the past . Please can anyone tell me if I’m a horrible person for being the way I am about it ? Thankyou