5 years married, together 8. D”H Swept me off my feet when my first marriage was ending. I held back as age gap (me older) but went for it in the end as I’d never felt so loved and understood. Ffw 6 years, it all starts going to sh*t, DH distant, no affection, turns out he is/was in love with an old friend.She’s happily married - would be easier if he would just leave. But he won’t. Not sure what he’s waiting for. No kids between us. I’m not strong at the moment as had a big bereavment early in the year. Tbf he’s been very supportive with that. But he doesn’t want me any more clearly - then denies it when I bring it up. I have to end this but I’m so tired. And scared too. I’m early 50s elderly parent reliant on me, no siblings, DH helps a lot there. But this is slowly destroying me and on some level I feel he knows and at best doesn’t care. Worst he’s getting a kick out of it. God knows why.