I think I may need to go back on antidepressants. I've been on and off them throughout my adult life, but stbx ended our marriage a few months ago. This past month I've fell into a pit of dispair. I can't go out in public for crying, can't eat, can't sleep and I'm failing as a mother. All I can do is ruminate, obsess and overthink all day/night. Did any of you go on them after separation and which one did you go on? Do you know if one is best for ruminating and obsessively overthinking? I've been on both escitalopram and sertraline before.