long story short i have made ‘threats’ to leave numerous times due to DP and his various issues with smoking weed and drinking alcohol everyday. enough is enough now. we have 2 small children together and after constant promises to change, and nothing actually changing i need to leave.
im just looking for advice on how to cope, how do i stop the thoughts of ‘am i doing the right thing’ there’s still love there, am i stupid to leave if there’s still some love?
i’ve lost a lot of trust due to things he’s done and im just not sure it’s ever going to return
i feel like in a way i need to stay sort of angry with him, to stay strong. is that stupid?!
do i make a list of the hurtful things he’s done, as a reminder haha
i actually feel like im going mad. 10 years with someone is such a long time, i dont even know where to start with all of this