I have finally moved out of the same house as my ex, we are separated but still married (unfortunately). I have got myself set up, I like my new place. I've made the kids rooms lovely. I've put the things up that I like and he previously would of said were tat. I've made it my own. I've spent loads of times with my friends. I have a really good bunch around me. I have the kids 50/50, which is hard but I do also enjoy the free time. My friends are all married with kids though, and they have been spending a lot of time with me and I can't expect them to maintain that constantly. I will still always see them once or twice a week but I have 3 days/nights without the kids one week and 4 the next that I struggle to fill.
I don't want another relationship yet at all, but I would like a bit of fun. Dating, maybe a bit of sex. I'm 29 and have honestly had sex only a handful of times in the past 5 years. I just don't know how to get out there, I can't do dating apps as ex will make it miserable for me if I do and he finds out. He said out of respect we don't rush on to the apps etc. I just feel lonely. I want to have some adult male company in my childfree time!
Anyway, the point is I've settled in, I've made it mine, spent time with friends, I've done lots of reading and things for myself etc, but I just feel at a loss with what to do with myself now?