When I met my partner, we were both, or so I thought very much in love like the best friend I never had. (Together 3 years) we were in the process of looking for a house together when I fell pregnant. I'm now 21 weeks. (We both have our own houses)
He gradually became abusive to the point I could no longer pass it off as a bad mood, bad day etc.
He'd call my job, my house, my looks, when he'd been abusive he'd say it's the pregnancy's fault and it's ruined us? He called me needy so much when I asked him for nothing, just cuddles.
His affection got less & less & less.
I found that I'd sleep a lot so I didn't feel anything. He'd tell me to go on my anti depressants then when I was on them he'd say "least I don't rely on pills"
One day he'd tell me how much he loves me and I'm amazing. The next week he'd tell me how shit I am. I don't know who I am.
I've left him. I've changed my number the full works. Went to my scan alone today and all was good.
The thing is... he wasn't always a monster. Sometimes he was nice (fake I know) and I really miss that bit. I thought we'd be a happy family & enjoy our boy I'm gutted. But I can never go back.
I'm just hurting xxx anyone been through the same?