I ended my relationship/marriage with my Husband yesterday. It was toxic, wasn’t working, we wasn’t sleeping in the same bed never mind having sex. We’ve had a lot of bumps in our marriage and overcome them but it seems every time we overcome something, the relationship gets worse if that makes sense? Overall we’ve only been together nearly 2 and a half years, married for just over one year and we’ve got a 16 month old daughter together. So it’s safe to say we really rushed everything. Any how, I was fed up of the way he was speaking to me, the way he treat me and I couldn’t put up with it any longer, by no means I’m no angel and have said and done things wrong too but overall we was both unhappy. Husband wanted to fight to save the marriage but I just feel like I checked out the marriage way before, I love him but I don’t think I’m in love with him. Anyway back to my original point, now he’s packed his stuff and gone I feel so empty and lost, wondering if I even made the right decision. Hes not here making me unhappy, but I’m unhappy and sad without him too. I don’t want to change my mind and go back to realise I’m still unhappy with him and mess him about because that’s not fair. What do I do? How do I feel normal again? Please help, this is messing with my head