Husband fell off the wagon at Xmas and spoiled it. Now blaming the state of our marriage for his unhappiness. Wanting to sell the house. Shocked really but do agree relationship isn’t great but wasn’t ready to give it up. Don’t want to sell and have asked him to leave for some breathing space. Scared of the future but don’t want to go back to where we were. Feel I deserve better but really sad as well cause it’s all I’ve known and my kids don’t need me