I left my ex partner last summer, it's been really hard to get everything finically sorted and back on my feet as I basically relied on him for everything. I even lost the car so I now struggle with getting out the house with the kids.
I broke up with him because I felt like I didn't love him anymore we argued all the time everything was toxic.
He has now met someone else who has a young daughter and he stays at her house all the time even with the kids.
I feel so empty on the fact he's met someone else even though I ended it? I have the kids all week and take them to school. Pick them up so tea etc, he picks them up at weekends so I can go to work but he's taking them to the seaside and doing fun things and when there home we aren't doing anything mainly because I can't afford it and I have no car like him, the kids can also interact with another child with him as his new partner has a young child.
I feel like the kids are gonna hate coming home and think it's boring and just want to be with him all the time I feel as though I've lost everything just because I wanted to be happier.
Now I feel like I've short myself in the foot and lost everything and this is what he always said would happen without him. I feel so empty and lonely as I don't even have friends and family near me it's just me :(