Is it time to walk away?

[Maddiemoo4]

Hello.
I'm just so exhausted mentally and physically I don't know what to do.
Me And my husband have been together 17 years I'm 35 and we have 5 beautiful children together, but I don't know if I can do this anymore.
He's a hard worker and provides for us all but I feel picked on constantly, nothing is ever good enough he walks in and digs the house is a dump, dinner not good enough I'm lazy when I'm tired (our youngest is 2 and is hard work and doesn't sleep) belittles me infomt of friends is a nasty drunk (previously broke a hand smashing a window when I locked myself out the house as I was scared to go back in) I have no family parents have passed away and I struggle so bad with anxiety I just feel alone and fed up. I don't know what to do because I really do love him but I'm miserable and my older children are seeing it now.
Thanks xx

Yes, it's definitely time to walk away.

You sound utterly miserable. If you are scared of him and afraid to go into your house, you need to leave for yours and your children's sakes.contact womens aid in your area, they can help you put together an exit plan or maybe there is a way he can leave.

Abuse won't change. Talk to Citixens Advice, Womens Aid, any charities for women. Get a plan and support in place. You may well find the anxiety goes when he is gone

Why do you love him? He sounds awful. You deserve better.