Don't know why I am writing this but I am feeling pretty rubbish today.
Left my on and Off boyfriend, more off than on, only together a year.
Found out he's on dating sites which is allowed as we are not together.
Don't even know why I am bothered. Since being with him. I have had to up my antidepressants, as I was so upset about being ghosted all the time, or him being off with me.
I know it's the best, but my Mam was my best friend but has been diagnosed with Alzheimer's and there is non of her Whitty comments to stir me on.
Just hurts. He was a drinker, partier. Went missing, and I am just not into that lifestyle. But he promised me the world at the start and it's like a massive kick in the teeth.
Thank you for listening x