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Trying to break free from an abusive relationship

26 replies

Waitingfor2025 · 13/03/2021 00:37

Please send in your support and advise if you’ve managed this successfully. I have been married for almost 15 years, 3 kids, a house together (huge mortgage to pay off still so may not be able to afford it)

I just want my freedom back. I had enough of walking on eggshells, crying, being controlled, dismissed, yelled at etc. I am scared as husband threatened to hit me before (he never did but he might as a last resort?) please send in your support so I don’t backtrack this time round...Wink

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fedup078 · 13/03/2021 07:24

Hi I'm so sorry to hear you're going through this . It might be better if you copy and paste this into the relationship board where you'll get a lot more traffic

notdaddycool · 13/03/2021 07:26

Get away, what you describe is no life for you but neither for your kids.

Waitingfor2025 · 13/03/2021 10:46

Thank you for the encouragement! I also posted in relationship...

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OhioOhioOhio · 13/03/2021 10:49

If you go to Women's Aid they will help you more than I can describe. Go to the police now and tell them your situation. You need to have it recorded for when your husband starts to realise that you've rumbled him. Who do you have to help you?

Waitingfor2025 · 13/03/2021 12:08

Ok, will call the police. I have a friend nearby who might be able to help, but no family...

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OhioOhioOhio · 13/03/2021 12:12

Mine decided I had abused him. You must go to the police. Go there in person. Just show your post from here if you can't find the words. I can't tell you how spectacular life is without a shit and nasty husband.

ProseccoThyme · 13/03/2021 13:00

I would go to Woman's aid first. Abusive men tend to escalate their behaviour around the time you leave, so please be prepared for this & have a robust action plan in place.

OhioOhioOhio · 13/03/2021 13:38

Police for the beginning of a record.

superwoman232 · 13/03/2021 17:10

@OhioOhioOhio omg mine too - he thinks I'm abusive here. Can't even begin to describe his behaviour

ProseccoThyme · 13/03/2021 18:19

Mine made false allegations about me (very serious for me as I'm a HCP) & has been just awful. He has been far worse than I could ever have anticipated. He wanted me to leave the kids with him in the family home and go live elsewhere- despite me being the primary carer.

Woman's aid suggested I made a statement to the police, which I did - but there was nothing criminal they could charge him with.

Have you got somewhere safe to go? A way of supporting yourself?

Waitingfor2025 · 13/03/2021 18:38

Yes, I have a friend who lives about 20 min away and happy to have me and the kids. I have also been building my career for the last 5 years or so, just so I can be financially independent. So at least that’s one good thing, but still worried about how things will progress and potential negative effects on the kids 😕

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Welikebeingcosy · 13/03/2021 18:45

I've never ever heard of a woman who left an absuive partner- with or without kids in the picture- who said she regretted it years down the line. Xx

Waitingfor2025 · 13/03/2021 18:47

That’s all encouraging. Can someone pls tell me how much I should budget for a lawyer?

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OhioOhioOhio · 13/03/2021 19:15

I'm not sure. Have you got much worth fighting for?

ProseccoThyme · 13/03/2021 19:19

That will depend on how much much you can agree yourselves.

I've spent 4K so far & am no further forward, have tried solicitor led mediation (never a good idea to enter mediation with an abuser).

About £250/hr + VAT is an average cost, depending on where you live.

Waitingfor2025 · 13/03/2021 19:35

@OhioOhioOhio mostly the house and maintenance for the kids. H is high earner (contracting at £700/day) so hoping for decent maintenance? But somehow despite his high salary he claims he has no savings! Hmm

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user1486131602 · 13/03/2021 22:51

First I would like to point out that there are different rules regarding a divorce for abuse.

You do not HAVE to enter into mediation.
You can apply for legal aid, it’s one of the reasons you can be given it.
You do not have to pay CSA any fees for collecting your child payments.
You should use them to get ANY form of payment, because your hubby can’t lie to them they will go thru HMRC to see what he has, and what he can afford to pay. They can back date it too, if he hasn’t paid.
Please contact women’s aid, they will give you all the info you need, if your hubby is abusive you can have removed from the house, have an order to stop him coming to the house. Again, women’s aid will help.
Google, lawdonut, it has some really good advice.
Having been thru it myself these are some of the things I have had t9 learn the hard way.
My best and first advice is: change all passwords on social media, bank, internet etc, get yours and the kids passport birth certificate, marriage certs and leave with a friend. Get a separate bank account, change your monies into there. Take copies of the joint account with you.
Take any help you can get from friends, but be warned, they will disappear as they won’t want to be in the middle of things, so choose carefully. And get your family on board!

I wish you nothing but the best xx

Waitingfor2025 · 13/03/2021 23:18

Gosh, I have a lot of prep to do to embark on this journey! Seeing the police tomorrow and will be calling Women’s aid on Monday.

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Keepyourdistance000 · 14/03/2021 07:43

Following as in similar situation but no kids involved.

No idea where to start but will be contacting Women's Aid.

OhioOhioOhio · 14/03/2021 10:40

Ask them to give you a book called, living with the dominator by Pat Craven.

user1486131602 · 14/03/2021 22:01

Waitingfor2025.

Another thing....there is no such thing as maintenance anymore!
You can apply for spousal support, but as abuse is in the mix, the court will usually decide on ‘a clean break’ basis.
Again, don’t wait get on to the CSA, tell them it’s abuse, it stops charges. Do it now, don’t wait. I was advised to wait, then he alienated my child, she left home, he is now paying a third party to raise our daughter and I get NO payments at all, if I had continued with the CSA claim, I WOULD have been entitled.

Be thankful that you have some straight forward advice, the pitfalls are many!

Generally speaking it goes like this: who had what before you married, what did you bring to the marriage, what was your role during the marriage, what did you COLLECTIVELY accrue during the marriage, how will the children be best served, and who gets what.

The children are ALWAYS a courts first concern.

I strongly suggest you start a journal and record everything that he says and does/ not do. I started mine as a place to dump emotionally, it was worth is weight in gold as evidence. My ex resorted to physical abuse in the end, that’s after threatening to kill me, in earnest, twice.
So, be prepared, the police will want evidence, that can mean asking your eldest to make a report against their dad! If you have friends who are willing to speak up all the better.
They will Involve children’s services, don’t be afraid, they were a great help. They can also give you womens aid details etc.
Ask your lawyer about a merscher order, it’s a court order that allows you to stay in the house until the youngest is 18, he has to pay half!
This journey is hard, it takes a long time to get back to you, it’s stressful, upsetting, and belittling. Hard as it is, it’s worth it.

Superwoman232:
My advice is as above, do everything as quickly and quietly as you can. Make sure you have your duck in a row, before you act.
Best laid plans!

Ladies, I wish you courage, strength and determination ❤️

Changeforchangessake · 14/03/2021 22:09

I left. In my case we had DC and were married. We had a lot of property. Most of it his. After hitting me and being removed by the police -he accusing me of flase allegations and tried to divorce me (not a problem) but seek custody too. It cost me £40K to defend myself and get full custody. But it was hostile and agressive and expensive. I don't regret it for a second.

My friend's husband was abusive but got a solicitor to agree 5K fixed fee divorce.

Both of us are happier. I have career, I'll end up with £100K once house is sold - possible £150K and enough to start over.

Buy a small 3 bed bungalow and be happier! I am.

superwoman232 · 14/03/2021 22:51

@Changeforchangessake

If he was abusive to you but not the kids how did you get custody? I have three police reports against ex - once for grabbing my throat, once for raising fist at me, once for coercive and controlling behaviour but I understand being bad husband doesn't mean bad dad to the courts? Or did he hit your kids?

OhioOhioOhio · 15/03/2021 20:27

It's ridiculous that it can ever be deemed that a father is abusive to the mother of his children and not, therefore, abusive to his children.

Loocheeyar · 17/03/2021 23:46

Following with interest as I am in the same position . Except with no house as the property is a private rental