Just that really, CAFCASS have decided that after two glowing reports at the contact centre the kids should now be having unsupervised contact.
I’m so nervous, I don’t know where he lives, if it’s safe. DD remembers some of the abuse that we suffered and gets so anxious, and can’t sleep just for the contact centre I can’t imagine how this will be for her.
It was 2 years no contact before this.
He will be the Disney dad whilst I’m here terrified if they’ll come back, or what they’ve been exposed to.
He’s charming, plays the victim and everyone seems to love him. I feel like I now have no choice, he does inappropriate things through indirect contact and just gets away with it all every time.
It all seems too much :(
Getting away from the man was the hardest thing I ever had to do, but I’m never free of him. He put us all in danger numerous times and I had a non molestation order for the first year. I just feel so very alone in getting through this.
Thanks for getting this far, guess more of a rant :(