A few weeks ago I had an emotional affair with an ex - he finished it because I was still living with my husband and children (2 boys 6 and 13) . My husband knows all about it and we are currently in marriage counselling but I don't think we are going to make it.
He has made it clear he isn't going to leave the family home and the only option I currently have is a flat a while away. But the thought of not seeing my 2 boys every day is killing me. How do people manage it? How do I explain it to them? I feel like I could stay and be unhappy or leave and also be unhappy for different reasons. How do people make such an impossible choice? I don't feel sorry for myself - I know I brought this on myself.