I’ve name changed to write this because I don’t want past links.
My DP and were together for 9 years and have been through some really difficult times - parents death; disabled child and disability for one of us. I was completely besotted with my partner and family. Loved the time we spent together and we had some real fun but has time went on they changed job and became much more distant. They were working from home so nobody else involved I don’t believe.
We separated post lock down and I am really struggling with the idea of not being together anymore. They seem to have decided that our whole time together was bad and that there are no good memories. I honestly don’t know how to keep going as I can’t see a way out of this life. We have 3 young children and I’m just so confused.
I suppose I’m just asking will it get better? Will I learn to be ok as right now I hate myself and don’t want to be alone.