Hi so long story short I havnt wanted to be physically connected to my husband for way over a year now although it’s very one sided on my part I did tell him my feelings back then but he begged me to ‘try’ and work on things and out of guilt and for an easier life I suppose I agreed, it kind of then got brushed under the carpet a bit and fast forward to now a year later....recently it’s got worse and I’ve become very snappy and cold towards him the atmosphere is constantly tense it’s awful. I’ve lost it today and broke down telling him again that I can’t carry on like this and I dint know how I feel about him, he’s got really angry and extremely upset.
I’m feeling so confused and I dint know where to go from here, I do love him but not in a physically way, I care and worry about him but I can’t see a way around this as if the physical attraction has gone it’s never going to work.
But head tells me we need to go our seperate ways but I feel physically sick at it being so official and I’m scared I’m making a huge mistake.
Has anyone been through the same that can share there experiences and outcome please, I feel so sad and confused I’m worried I will stay through guilt and an easy life and still be going round in cork lea another year down the line 