Have been seeing my DP for 2.5 years. Recently I've not been happy wasn't sure why. Met him too soon after separation, battling with menopause. I have been thoroughly miserable lately.
Had a stupid arguement on messenger caused by me. I felt that he never ever raises any issues never gets annoyed. I'm not asking him to start getting annoyed but I feel after such a time it's starting to feel unhealthy as it's always me that raises issues. It's not very often I think we've argued twice this year.
I really don't think he's suited to me. He basically said I think you need space and should ask Yr friends for advice.
I really know for the both of us this relationship has to end. I just have doubts about it, too many.
The problem is I love him so much and can't imagine life without him.
To begin with it was very intense and even now we message each other every night. Up until we fell out. To think we won't be together is killing me and yet I think it's the relationship that's making me miserable.
I am hoping that as time goes by I will start to feel better. I keep bursting into tears. I feel as if someone has died. I am so sad. For his sake also this is not fair, he deserves to be with someone who can give him what he needs.
I suppose at some point there needs to be some closure. He has alot of things at mine. It's been left that I need some space which I agreed with.
I'm having all kinds of emotions real panic and anxiety. I'm hoping as I've said that as the days go by I will start to feel stronger. All I want to do is be with him.