After agonising over the decision for years I finally ended my marriage in Oct. Initially he moved out but he was constantly saying he would move back, unhappy in his flat, so I took the decision to let him move back and I moved out. So I guess this only started properly in January. It feels that because it was 'my choice' everything should be fine. But I am feeling increasingly angry with the ex as he sits in our lovely house, my oldest daughter (12) is full of hostility towards me and has taken over the role of 'mothering' him, friends have seemed to rally round him as the poor man whose wife has buggered off, I am struggling financially whereas he seems to be buying the kids nice stuff all the time. I feel as if I have had to give up an awful lot to try to be happy and just feel very isolated and lost and lonely. It feels that as this was my choice I have no right to mourn the marriage....but he was a very difficult person to live with and love.....I'm going on! I'm in my head a lot and just feel a bit depressed. How can i let go of this anger and bitterness and how can I move on with the next part of my life...I'm 42 now and feel pretty old and tired!