My husband and I have had our fair share of problems since we had our children (6 and 2). We had counselling last year and everything seemed much better. Since lockdown we have both had to work full time at home in very stressful jobs with both children at home. We also got very ill with what I think was the virus and he had a massive pay cut so it's been tough. We were ok for the first few weeks but were arguing for the last two. We had a big blow out a week ago and he has now told me he wants to divorce and has left me and gone to live with his parents. It's a trial separation apparently but considering what he said to me I doubt he's coming back.I'm on my own with the kids, the eldest is devastated, I can't see my family as they are shielding, my friends are trying to help but I can't put them at risk. I've been put on compassionate leave this week and work are being as kind as they can but they need me there particularly at the moment. In short I just don't know what to do. I can't stop crying and I know it's bad for the kids to do that so I also feel guilty. I don't know what I'm asking for on here really, I guess I could just really do with some support.