Really unsure what I am looking for.
However I feel really lonely and sad. I moved to a town for my husband , I have no family here and few friends despite living here for 11 years. We have his family.
He left me last night , it is not the first time. I have tried for 19 years but I am just not good enough according to him. He always wants more and has quite narc traits.
Since having children things have got worse and he is wants a sexual relationship ( which we do have , apparently it is not good enough ) Yet cannot show love to me... affection , care .no birthday presents or cards . Often refuses to talk, or to do things around the house unless it is on his terms . Hence I therefore do not feel passion for him, because he refuses to care for me or be kind . I feel like an object. He often tells me how other people dislike me too. He can be agressive.
I work full time he works part time .
We have two children.
Despite his very set ways we have a lovely family life , we enjoy walks , family days out he will cook, washes , does some diy if it is agreable to him. He takes the children out has their friends over. We enjoy the same things.
I literally feel despair coming up 40 and he has walked out .
I do not want to date or be with anyone else . I just want him to be kind . He says he cannot change.