Told DH many times that I'm unhappy and thinking of divorce, he refuses to acknowledge it, and gets angry. So I decided to wait until the end of the year, when we may be able to move to a different city, to tell him. (long story. We are from overseas, have lived in London for 12 years, have moved to an European country one year ago and may move to another soon - where I have contacts and friends. We are that typical "third culture" families you'd find in international schools).
I don't have any patience left for DH, and sometimes I think it would be better to do this at once, and start the "new life" for all of us. DC are 9yo and 6yo and they don't know anything different from bickering parents, which is shit. And DC1 worries about having to change schools (but we may not be able to pay the private school after new year, anyway, so no point staying where we are). I wish I could just take the bandage off at once, instead of waiting 5 more months.
Anyway, I need patience and support to hold on for 5 months, while I get things sorted. Any tips? Thanks!