I'm gonna start from the very beginning.
8 years ago I had a child die of meningitis.
6 years go I met a man we had a child and got married. After the death of my child tbh I didn't want anymore children (I had another 3) when I found out I was pregnant with my 5th child there was a lot of oooooing and awwwwwing and in all honesty I think I was more scared then just not wanting a child. Anyway I had my daughter who I love very dearly and all of my children are my everything.
My husband doesn't work. Don't clean, doesn't do much of anything tbh apart from play his Xbox morning noon and night. I work, clean, do the shopping, pay the bills, actually if there's something that needs doing I can guarantee it's gonna end up being my job.
My husband knows that I wanna travel. I even have a bucket list of places I wanna go. He is always telling me we can go to places but when it comes down to it there is always a reason why we can't. Even down to going for a lovely spring walk on Saturday didn't happen cause he was playing his Xbox and didn't have time.
My sister got remarried in Vegas this year and my brother in law wants to go back this time next year, he has asked if me and my mum wanna come all we need is spending money. Las Vegas is on my bucket list so I said yes and it's all booked and paid for.
My husband is now going mad and saying I can't go. Ive told him I'm a free woman and I can go where I want I don't need permission. Tbh he is now just being plain nasty. Does nothing but say nasty things to me. He Says I can't take the kids to see his mother in the Easter holidays. Even told me this morning under his breath that "F*ing things are gonna change around here". I personally agree cause it's too a point that I don't wanna be round him. I feel like he is holding me back from achieving anything.
AIBU