We have been separated 2.5 years, relationship was abusive, he has been nasty a few time since but all in all ok.
The last few says I've been feeling like I may still love him/miss him and I don't understand why.
Since he left he's turned into a much better dad, takes them out all the time but when he was with me he never wanted to do anything.
He also has a new gf which I was ok with (even though he introduced her to the kids without telling me!?) and I guess I'm jealous of all the things they do together that he would never do with me. He went with her to see a musical that I begged him to go to and he wouldn't. They have just had a 3 week holiday and I'm sad because it makes me remember all our holidays together and the good time we did have. I suppose I'm jealous that he has someone and I don't and that after the way he treated me he gets to be happy while I struggle with being a single mum, have mental health issues and feel lonely.
I thought I was past all this, I hated everything about him last week and now I'm so confused and upset I don't know what to do?!