I split with my Ex in May... for lots of reasons... we were both sleep deprived, I suffered with pnd (our daughter is 2 now), I was diagnosed with endometriosis and was just having a pretty shitty time. I thought ex was really unsupportive, lazy, unloving etc etc. He thought I was miserable. A big thing tho is that he could not communicate with me. I ended it after getting really angry and fraustrated with the situation.
After a few months things are good between us as co-parents. I’m having therapy for pnd (and other issues from childhood) and dealing with the endo.
Ex and I are spending quite a bit of time together.. in the past week I’ve had dinner at his once, we’ve been out once for his birthday and he’s had dinner at mine twice. All with LO. There has been no talk about us or anything.
However, spending this time with him is making me realise why I loved him in the first place. without all the daily gripes of living together I actully want to spend time with him. when we were breaking up, I could stand being in the same room as him.
We’re now talking and joking around. spending quality time with our lo as a family and it’s nice. No bickering etc.
I’m finding myself attracted to him again!
I don’t know what to do! I’m so confused. I know I made the right decision at the time as the home environment was so unhealthy.
Any advice please?