I've moaned on and on about the split. So sorry.
This isn't the split but I think it's off the back of it. I'm in a rut😫 put on a stone in weight, can't be bothered with people because not in the frame of mind to be cheery, love my dressing gown even on this beautiful weekend.
I'm moping, I know I'm moping, but I'm still doing it😡
The things I want in life do not involve my dressing gown, the sofa or expanding my waistline
How does one get rid or out of a headspace of being in a rut. How do I tell it to do one and myself to pull up my big girl pants and bloody get on with it!!!
There is more to it. With the split, I was left holding the debt (don't ask) and having bought a house in not a nice area because it was cheap because it needed so much work (was going to be done together so we could sell and get a nicer house) I've been working extra shifts to pay debt off and hopefully by sept it will all be gone. The house is depressing but it is what it is. At the moment
Feel like I'm doing time. Need this rut to do one!!