My wife wants a divorce and I don't know where my head is. She's everything and more to me and its all my fault. I've told her she can have everything I just wish I could turn the clock back or the lights off for good. I've joined the gym to keep my mind off things but I can't eat and have dropped a stone and a half in the last few weeks. Just hope she can forgive the way I used to be. I'm not that person these days but the past always comes back to bite you. Sorry, but I have no one to talk to apart from the dog and he gets bored of listening to me!