Well, my dreams are back to trying to get my Xh back..and that he wants to... In my dreams I reach out to him, and he once again holds me back, and kisses me. In my dreams he once again says he loves me. I end up crying, in my dream AND in real life. (have awoken crying!)
I am so sick of these dreams!
On occasion I will have dreams that tell him, goodbye. Which are equally painful.
My daughter turns 8 on Monday...and he left, I kicked him out, 6 wks later...
I'm tired of still being in love with this man..knowing it will never be anything else.
I am tired of when ever I see this man, my heart drops...even as he is aging...
Sigh... 