Hey, sorry long post! Need advice.
I first had diabetes during pregnancies, after first pregnancy it went but 2nd pregnancy, 13years ago, it didn't quite disappear. I was able to control with diet alone and this worked really well up until 4 years ago. During 2020 covid I got very ill (long covid) my blood sugars shot up but I put it down to being less active as I was so ill (couldn't walk or talk without being breathless, was pretty much housebound, lost use of legs for a while, my right side is still droopy as it just dropped, had a heart attack) and then my father passed and food wasn't really on my mind so I know I didn't eat healthily. Anyway the diabetes got wildly out of control and even when I tried to get on top of it it didnt work, loads of symptoms then lots of medications and nothing is working. Went to my last diabetic appt with the nurse in gp surgery and she's said they cannot manage my diabetes now, she's referred me to the hospital but has said that going back on my records my bloods were borderline for years then I got ill and they went crazy high she actually asked if id had covid and i had to say to look at my notes and she said oh, she said she thinks my diabetes has changed from type 2 to type 1 and my pancreas is no longer functioning. She said that I should have been put on insulin ages ago. I'm now being urgently referred to the hospital diabetic clinic. I'm not sure what to expect, ive never heard of this change before. If I'm honest I used insulin during both pregnancies and was fine, but am a bit scared of the idea of having to use it for life. Does anyone know what they will do at the hospital? I had to retrain and find a new job after losing my job working with disabled children due to my illness and I love my new job and have worked hard to get better, I'm scared I'll be banned from driving and I'll lose another job (transport, childrens schooling would make it very hard and work isnt flexible). I know I'm panicking but I'm unsure and therefore a bit scared. Thanks.