and I still feel so ill. How could I be so stupid. I didn't eat quite enough that morning, didn't quite drink enough as it was cold and we were pushing on, marginal mistakes and next thing my thoughts went very tunnelled. Someone was telling me to have a bar, a gel, I was mumbling but I'm not hungry... i was physically gone and mentally very confused... i wanted to be dropped but of course they weren't having that. After a few mins to catch myself, off again. Someone literally put a hand on my back and pushed me up the remaining hills.
Got home eventually and feel absolutely the worst.
I'm not a massively experienced cyclist but I've about 3 - 4 years under my belt and this is my second bonk. They just scare me! A lot!
Anyone got the bonk fear?!!I feel like a Wally. And utterly indebted to my fellow riders!