Daddy
My life feels so empty now
No joy in what I do
The reason I am telling you
Is dad because of you.
You went from me so quickly
and never said goodbye..
Now every waking moment I fight the urge to cry.
I wish that many things I did had never taken place
I keep remembering when i did and the hurt upon your face
You smiled through the pain and filled our lives with joy
Now where you once were is just a terrible void.
I sit and wait for you call and hope that it will come
Then i remember daddy you life is now done
I wish I could think of you and not remember pain
I know that no matter what I do my life will never be the same.
I close my eyes to sleep and see you laying there
I wish I could have stopped it and showed you that I care.
I held your hand so tightly and said I love you so
Whether you really heard me I guess I'll never know.
So with these mild words I'll tell you once again
Daddy I'll always love you .........
Now who will take away my pain??????
© Vaunda Hoscik-Shesha