It's late and I can't sleep.
Last year, I was attacked by a person in authority. The attack was violent and I substained injuries to my body. Everything was taken at the time for evidence and an interview was given. All normal procedures and I have been slowly moving forward one step at a time with my life.
CPS have said they were "on the face" with it after 10 weeks. To help them decide, another interview was needed which would basically be me answering questions based on my first interview.
The interview I gave today was nothing like the first one. Throughout, I felt completely slut-shamed, embarrassed, tricked, answering questions which were not relevant at all to the assault, but I knew what they were trying to do. I walked away feeling the worse I have ever felt. Not believed and made out to be a liar. I don't trust the police now as they have told me different things and make me feel I am going mad...
Is this normal for the CPS to do this? I felt like I was on trial for 2 hours for intense questioning. I was still in shock and reeling from it. My MH is at an all time low and I can barely keep it together after trying so hard for months.