Good morning I'll try keeping this short as possible. It's my first post so please bear with me.
my ex who currently still lives with me in the spare room till he's money to leave. Spoke to him Friday told him it's a definite we aren't getting back together he was mentally emotionally and at some points verbally abusive. He's a narcissist who sees no wrong in what he's done and blames the lot on me. Fine whatever I lost my mum last year and I literally have nobody here but my child so Ive now found myself here.
I'm broken 😩 and it's destoryed me but I'm also terrified. When I'm asleep I am asleep and a earthquake can happen to a certain extent and I won't wake. I've hardly been sleeping and been having nightmares when I have. Actually crashed Friday late on and was woken up to my ex on top of me in my bed having sex with me 😭. I actually can't even believe it I'm broken and I can't even believe this is. He's raped me hasn't he? Am I over reacting. I'm distraught and don't know what to do I'm just not strong anymore I'm worn out and can't do this anymore.
Please no hate I can't take anymore crap
Xx