First of all, this isn't a begging post. Or even a can I challenge this post. I'm just venting because this couldn't have come at a worse time.
I've just seen an email from the letting agents. My rent is going up by nearly 20%. I've lived here 9 years and it's never gone up, so it is a reasonable amount considering how much rents have changed. I've emailed back asking to meet in the middle, but I don't hold out much hope there.
If i was working right now it wouldn't be so bad. However my fixed term contract ended a month ago and I've barely had a call back since. I'm a single parent to two small kids. One in nursery, the other in primary. Eldest has ASD & ADHD, I'm very doubtful he'd cope in after school club (I'm not even sure they'd take him, given his needs). Because of this I need either part time or very flexible hours. It's so hard. If i didn't have the kids I'd get another job so easily, but I'm so restricted.
They're with their dad 50/50, so no maintenance and he gets the CB for one of them. This isn't a complaint, he's a great dad. It's just for context. Now that I'm on universal credit only one child is included on the claim. How anyone lives off that money long term I've no idea. I'm already dipping into my savings much more than i thought I would.
I've got just over 5 grand, so I'm in a better position than many. It took so long to save that, I always thought if it as the beginning of my deposit fund, for when the kids are bigger and i can work more hours. Get a mortgage, own my own home. That feels further than ever now.
Just....fuck. Fucking fuck. I'm going to have to find the money. Anywhere else would cost at least as much, and who wants to rent to a single parent on benefits?
You never think lifes going to be like this do you?