Thank you all for your kind words, makes me a bit teary.
Its been some rough days, basically the hospital, which I have been going to all pregnancy now do not want/dare to do my labour :(
Apperently they do not think they have enough expertise about POTS to want to be in charge of the labour.
The anesthetic senior doc called my DP late Wednesday night to say, that he was worried about me going in coma, if they gave me the pain relief options, that they had. He said my blood pressure were simply to low and it would be against his proff opinion to put me and the baby in that danger zone. So that was quite a blow to the head and of course put me in stress mode and I was so upset Wednesday night, because I felt completely confused.
So yesterday morning DP got a call from the university hospital, where the old hospital wanted to us to go, and he spoke with them about what to do and all. They luckily understood completly how I felt, but they also didnt think the other hospital would have the expertise.
So yesterday, we were at the university hospital from like 11 -5 pm, doing check ups, meeting staff, going to controls and waiting.
It was a long and very emotional day, where we went from c section to controlled labour and back again.
In the end, the anesthetic senior and the gynecologist senior have had 5 ladies before me with POTS, so they are going to be the one, who will do my labour and be in charged. It means, that I will have to go in once contractions starts and not wait, as you usually do, and then they will do the monitoring all the way, and the anestetic will put in the epidural from the beginning, so the dose will be so low, that it will not putt my blood pressure in risk, but will over time give my body pain relief and the gynecologist will together with the cardiologist monitore me and the baby, and there will be a back up team ready for c section in the case its needed.
Pheeew, long post. If you have gotten so fare, thank you :) Highly appreciated, it helped getting it down.
When it comes to spending, I have no idea. None at all, but it also seems for me a bit baaah right now, I have been so teary, upset, stressed these last couple of days, that we worried yesterday if the birth would start.
Now the plan is to go the hospital Wednesday and be checked up again, and then go Friday, which is due day and then its up to the gynecologist if he wants to induce me already there.
I have had 8 months of very low risk pregnancy with more or less no "normal" pregnancy "sickness" and then all this up to labour, just because my body is stupid. Arh hate my blood pressure........