I know this is a lot of fuss, but being off work makes me horribly anxious, and I haven't got anyone to talk to today.
I have had a cold over the weekend, and did a lateral flow test yesterday which was negative. Still feeling rubbish this morning, but was dressed and ready for work when I realised that there was a very faint line on the test that I left out from yesterday. Obviously, this is meaningless as it was over 12 hours since I took it, but I've never seen a line before not matter how long it's been left, so it made me think. I did another one, and it came back faintly positive straight away.
I contacted the school where I work and said that I had a very faint positive, then messaged again to say that as it developed further it became quite a strong line. They have come back and asked for a PCR, even though when I logged the later flow result, the NHS website said I didn't need one.
I feel like they think I'm lying, as I know they haven't asked other colleagues who've been off in the last couple of weeks for a PCR. I'm hardly ever off, though, so I don't know why they'd think that.
I've been for the PCR this morning, but my biggest fear is that it will come back negative and then it really will look like I'm a liar. I'm so anxious and weak-minded that I actually feel like I faked it now, despite have the positive LF in front of me
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Quite honestly, I wish I hadn't tested now, but I didn't want to give it to more of my colleagues as we are struggling for staff alrerady.