A selfish rant really but feel free to join me. The holidays were tiring. DD (3) is lovely but very full on. We scored highly enough with issues to be referred into a parenting course that starts next month. DBIL got covid during the holidays and is thankfully fine but this also meant no odd bit of childcare from DMIL as I had hoped due to isolation. Nursery now closed for an extra week due to staff covid but I’m back to work. DH awaiting an operation and in pain, was meant I happen in 2021, now not for at least for a couple more months. I have come down with some non covid virus and feel crap. I could go on. I’m just so tired of it all and running on empty. I know it’s not just me. I know I’m lucky in some respects like at least we have a nice warm house. But nonetheless I am struggling.