I was hugely anxious about it too OP, but looking at the hospital stats again the stats of possible outcomes to the fetus. I got it done, but I did wait until after my 12 week scan, I suppose I just wanted to make sure baby was happy first.
To be honest, I didn’t want it done but when benefits to both me and baby far outweighed the risks, and I mean by far! - I would never have forgiven myself if I hadn’t got the jab, got covid and ended in in ICU, in early labour and/or giving birth to my stillborn child. Which is happening. I’m glad I’ve had it now, baby is happy and thriving. I’m 17 weeks now and will be going for my second dose ASAP.
My first daughter had complications which meant she was born at 4lbs 13oz at term - it was horrendous to see her all skin and bone and severely jaundiced. If I can prevent complications in this pregnancy then that’s what I’ll do.
Ultimately it is your choice, and I can totally sympathise with how you feel as I was there too. But once you’ve had it done, the fearing of it dissipates and you realise you’ve made the right choice (for me anyway!)
Good luck making your decision. Please make your own informed choice, there will be people that tell you to get it with facts, and those who tell you to get it with fearmongering.. then there will be those that tell you not to have it, again with facts and fear mongering. - take what everyone says with a pinch of salt, speak to your midwives, the GP, a thing you hear on the grapevine get your own verdict from a non-biased factual site.