Anyone else starting to feel backed into a corner?!

[november90]

It's like D day! I feel like after hiding away from it for so long it's just closing in on me and just a matter of time before I get it!
How dramatic am I though? 😂🙈
I have had my jabs and I'm 30so I hope that I will be absolutely fine but I live with my mim who is mid 60s, had chemo and cancer a few years ago and has AF heart condition and is over weight. I literally can't stop worrying about her get it and how she will cope. He's anxiety of Covid is through the roof! Anyone else extremely worried about a loved one? My son has just started reception and it's already creeping around his school 😬😬😬

Has your mum had her vaccine?

No I'm really not worried at all. I know that's probably not what you want to hear but I've had covid before I was jabbed and now I'm double jabbed so the chances of me catching it again and being very ill are absolutely tiny. Viruses exist and we get ill so now my worry level is about the same as it is for something like norovirus; I hope I don't get it again but I won't be actively trying to prevent it any more than the usual hygiene etc.

DH is CEV and I am CV. We know from a research study he participated in that he likely did not get immunity from the vaccine. I’m not really that afraid to die, I just don’t want to leave our child an orphan. It’s been hard. Really, really hard. It doesn’t help that other people are acting like life can get back to normal, which means it’s become all the more dangerous for DH.

My mum has had both jabs and I'm hoping she'll be high on the list for the booster! She's just got extreme health anxiety since having cancer and she won't speak to anyone about her anxiety! It's been a really tough time :( I feel like I carry a lot of the worry on my shoulders because with having a child in school now I feel like it's a matter of time and o know my mum will just fall to pieces!

@Driftingblue oh god I'm so sorry you're both in such an awful situation! I often wonder how the cev and cv people are coping now life is so conflicting to how it was just a few months ago