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Anyone just had second (or first!) AZ, feeling a bit anxious and fancy a supportive thread?

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bumblenbean · 15/05/2021 19:00

Hi all

Just had my second dose of AZ after a fair bit of deliberation. I’m very anxious at the best of times and massively over think everything, and this has obviously been a bit of a head fuck for a lot of people (let alone those of us with anxiety)... but I finally made the decision to get it as I didn’t want to be in a sort of limbo state without knowing if / when I’d be able to get a different one. I agonised over it for a while and although I don’t regret going ahead I’m feeling pretty nervous.

I’m 38 and was added to the shielding list in February due to, I think, historical gestational diabetes although it was never confirmed. Once I’d had the jab my GP told me it was probably a mistake, so had it not happened I could’ve now had a different jab in my age cohort, but it is what it is and I didn’t want to faff around too long between doses by waiting / hoping for a different one.

I’m aware the clot risks are very low but I’m pretty sure I’m going to spend the next few weeks on edge - though hopefully after that I’ll be able to relax and be pleased I had it (assuming no clot 😆)

Just wondered if anyone else is in the same boat and fancied a supportive thread to, I don’t know, distract each other, discuss our worries etc? Not suggesting we wallow in terror or anything, but thought it might be helpful to have a thread to post on for people in the same position.

If you decided not to have your second dose (which I totally respect and understand), please don’t post on here the reasons why you think the risk is too great / that I’m a fool to have had it, as it’ll probably set me off again...

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Ypsilanti · 15/05/2021 19:37

Hi OP, I’ve not yet had my second dose (first was in March) but I’m in a similar position to you - 40 and included in group 6 for a historical reason that probably doesn’t put me at greater risk than anyone else my age. At the time I felt a bit guilty for going ahead with my first dose, but felt that I shouldn’t turn it down as it was offered to me... now I wish I’d waited, especially as I am very cautious about social interaction. My partner has his first moderna/Pfizer next week and I hate myself for feeling envious, when at I have had the benefit of some protection for the past 2 months and he hasn’t.

My second dose is due early June so I guess I may be asked to come back sooner for my second dose. There’s no question I’m having it, but like you I feel anxious. I know the risks are low, though, and we are doing the right thing in completing the course.

I hope that with every day that passes since your jab, you start feeling less anxious. We must focus on the benefits of being fully vaccinated, even if we can’t ignore the risks.

sachaf08 · 15/05/2021 19:41

I had my second AZ as well today, I’m 30 and was put into group 6 because I gave birth in January. I’m not hugely anxious , definitely still more anxious about COVID after trying to avoid it during pregnancy, but will definitely be overthinking any headaches I get in the next few weeks. I know it’s hard but we need to try to remember that the clotting events are still very rare. Saying that I am very glad that I got my first jab before it was all over the news!😅

whataballbag · 15/05/2021 19:46

I'm extremely nervous about the second. Was meant to be on Tuesday (was booked for 10 weeks after for some reason so I've put it back a little).

I know that once the 4 week panic zone is done I'll be chuffed I've had it, but I have really bad anxiety and ocd so I will be obsessing over every twinge constantly (which no doubt will give me a headache!)

DulcetMoans · 15/05/2021 19:53

A bit similar and a bit not but looking for a place to have my freak out.

Added to shielding in Feb as well, also assume it was because of GD. First AZ in March and due second on 24th. I was rough as a dog after the furst, headache for 4 days too. And bow I'm just worried about the second. Telling myself it's silly but... I still am.

Chocolategirl19791 · 15/05/2021 20:04

Can I join please.... I and my first AZ on Thursday. Am 41 so not eligible for the others. In Scotland and our health board it's currently AZ or nothing. I walked out on Monday of the appointment as I didn't want it. Spent days going round in circles obsessing about it and finally went ahead. The cases are gong up here and I know the risks of AZ are low in relatively terms but I'm now stressing if I did the right thing or not.

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bumblenbean · 15/05/2021 20:21

Sorry to hear you’re all feeling similar,
but at least we know we’re not alone!

@Ypsilanti I know what you mean - my immediate reaction to DH getting Pfizer next week was envy, which made me feel so guilty. I think it’s natural though - with all the AZ bashing and scare stories it can sometimes feel we got a raw deal- but as you say, overall it’s good we got it! Thanks for the well wishes x

@sachaf08 I was thinking that today - I breezed through the first without a second thought, when actually the risk was probably much higher first time round. Ignorance is sometimes bliss 🤣 though at least we know what to look out for now ...

@whataballbag ditto, I have anxiety and ocd so it’s a constant commentary in my head about imminent catastrophe. We will be ok!! Always happy to chat over here if it helps X

@DulcetMoans feel free to let the freak out here! I think it’s important we’re able to talk about our worries rather than just being told to get over it. I know we’re lucky to have had anything though!

@Chocolategirl19791 I understand. I’m constantly second guessing myself - but I know if I didn’t have it I’d be worrying about covid. And it’d be typical for them to discover months down the line that mixing vaccines has other untoward effects- there’s uncertainty with everything! For what it’s worth I think you did the right thing

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highlandcoo · 15/05/2021 21:12

I had my second AZ today 10 weeks after the first. Was due to have it in a fortnight but got a text offering it today so I thought I'd get it over with.

I can't say I wasn't a little on edge, but the doctor was great; asked me about my reaction after the first jab (just very tired the next day, almost like jet lag) said they have had no incidents of blood clots following the second dose, but explained what danger signs to look out for anyway, then checked that I was happy to go ahead.

I'll be happy when the next few weeks are over but going to try not to dwell on it!

Inanun2 · 15/05/2021 21:28

@highlandcoo

I had my second AZ today 10 weeks after the first. Was due to have it in a fortnight but got a text offering it today so I thought I'd get it over with.

I'll be happy when the next few weeks are over but going to try not to dwell on it!

I am due my 2nd in 3 weeks and had 1st on the day the scare came out so was very apprehensive, like you I was extremely tired for 2 days afterwards but fine other than that. I wonder if I will get called to come earlier - I hope so as the date in 3 weeks is very inconvenient now but I did not want to cancel incase i could not get another one booked in time.

I did not know there were no incidents (therefore much less risk ??) on a second dose - have I understood you correctly ? If so that’s good as feel much happier now.

lifeturnsonadime · 15/05/2021 21:48

I''ve had my second AZ, zero side effects. No brainer for me, risk of blood clots is less than being on the pill!

I also was told that risk is even lower after 2nd dose.

Spacemonkey2016 · 15/05/2021 22:18

I had my second dose yesterday. No known health problems, but definitely carrying a few too many extra pounds! Mid thirties, got my vaccine through work. I uhmmed and ahhhed till the cows came home about going back for the second, and I will feel anxious for the next few weeks, but equally, am glad I did it.

Jellyfishx · 15/05/2021 22:29

Hello 😊

I am 31 and had my second AZ jab a month ago. The first one I was so poorly for a few days, all shakey and feverish. I had headaches for a month after.. Didn't know anything about blood clots at the time but that made me super nervous for my second jab even though it was more than likely not related!
After my second jab I was fine, my arm ached for a couple of hours and I have had no headaches or any other symptoms 😌. Most people I work with had symptoms after the first but nothing after the second.
The nurses at work also said that most, if not all blood clot cases have been from the first but not sure how true that is xx

MarcelineMissouri · 15/05/2021 22:32

I had my first dose last week. A couple of days of feeling crappy and then fine apart from my arm still being sore!

I am not worrying about clots. The risks are tiny and what will be will be. I have read the symptoms and will just be mindful of that. If someone told me I had those odds of winning the lottery I would not be walking around thinking that I had won the lottery.

bumblingbovine49 · 15/05/2021 22:40

I had my second AZ jab yesterday at 3pm and have had zero effects so far .

After the first one , I was quite tired the day after , I had a mild headache for a few days and a mildly sore arm for a couple of weeks so not much even then

I am.not sure I am that helpful though as I feel no anxiety about the vaccine whatsoever. If this had been my first one I might have been a bit more nervous but my feeling is I didn't react with blood clots the first time when the risk was tiny, why would I now ?

I believe that if I was at any risk of developing blood clots.to the vaccine that it would have happened after the first dose. I know that is not certain but it feels like that to me

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Becca7910 · 15/05/2021 23:14

Hi I had my 2nd dose 2 weeks ago. For my first I felt awful. For my 2nd just nauseous for the 1st 24 hours. I have hashimotos plus am at risk of clots. However, from what I understand the chances are v little, but of suffering bad covid much worse.. Hang on in there, you'll be fine Xx

angelpoise · 16/05/2021 00:24

@Jellyfishx

Hello 😊

The nurses at work are correct, virtually all clots have been after first doses. The chances are tiny anyway and even tinier after the second dose. The other thing to remember is that blood clots are treatable. Be aware of the symptoms, read the info sheet you’ll be given and seek medical advice if you are worried. But second dose currently looks like having a vanishingly small association with clotting if the first one was OK.

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bumblenbean · 16/05/2021 00:56

Thanks so much for all your stories, really helps to feel less alone. Thanks too to those offering reassuring and sensible advice! It’s frustrating as I know there are plenty of every day things that carry a much higher risk, but I’ve just got so hung up on this one thing - I guess the relentless reporting and all the to-ing and fro-ing with policy is not helping!

I agree risk with second dose seems negligibly Small but the numbers do seem to creep up each week ... still extremely rare though. Will try to hang on to that!

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