The positive point, heresomesthesun, is that we are whizzing down the age groups.
Lots of reports today say we will be on over 40s by the end of the month in lots of areas. This might sound far-fetched, but actually the remaining 60s will mostly be offered this week and they will be offering the 50s it next week (and in some areas are already doing so) and they can all be offered it within 2 weeks.
People who are worried such as teachers returning to work in their 50s or 40s, or parents in their 40s really will be done very very soon.
Those in group 6 are being done every day and also will be completed soon.
Yes, Group 6-9 face higher risk than those of group 10 onwards, but as we go down the groups the risk diminishes and the risk particularly of dying is FAR lower for these groups than it was for groups 1-4. Positive cases are reducing. There is still risk but it getting less all the time. Anxiety can sometimes be out of proportion to risk if it fills us with so much fear that we cannot live our lives, when risks are declining.
I hope you get the jab soon and it makes you feel better. Things will be very different in another month...just wait and see.